I really hope this week won't be like the last.

Today was horrid.
Feel like I've had my fair share of horrid days to last a lifetime.
In the end, i went into isolated hibernation, being irresponsible and totally MIA.
Can't wait to see the end of this pregnancy.
It's more dreadful as the days drag on.

The only person who truly knows how terrible it is has to be Terence.
I dun think anyone else grasps how incredibly difficult it is.
And i am so grateful he is always there, tirelessly and steadfastly.
How will i cope without him? I can't even begin to imagine.
And yet, for all that he does, he has so much to put up with.
My crap is incredible...even i am disgusted with how irritating, demanding, unreasonable, selfish, immature, out-of-control i can be.
I think i married an angel.

i hope my baby learns more from his dad than my stupid childish ways.