Where in this world do you feel absolutely safe and good?
When something happens and you need to run away, escape, hide?
Where would you go? Who would you seek?

I remember Gerald saying to me last year before he left.
Anytime i need a hideout, look for him.
And it's always in my head.

We may all have frens and family,
but when we want to escape from all these, retreat/hibernate for a while, be far from the familiar and be by ourselves, yet not literally alone........where would u go?
Gerald is the only person i can think of in these times.

I crave for change.
I crave for my life and myself.
I feel like i'm devoting everything to Terence and the baby.
What is left of me? The me that only i myself know?
I do feel like gog away too........