I Feel Sad

Things have always kinda looked promising n rose-tinted.
But not this week.

I feel really sad at how things are.
Worse, I dunno how and what i can do to make it better.
I am bidding for time...
And the Lord to show me the way.

It is Saturday today.
The weekend.

I met Gerald and his frens.
Stayed the nite at Wala wala...
Was bored.
And even caught stoning momentarily by one of his frens.
As they drank...literally non-stop.
I dunno how many mugs they downed...
8-10 maybe.
Not ordinary mugs...
The largest I have seen ever. 1 of those seems like 2 1/2 another.
And they all attribute it to their aussie education.
Watever.
I didn't even have a sip.
Just not interested. Besides, i was driving.

Anyway, that is not the point of the day.
Though I am glad to see him like 4-5 years.
He has put on a lil bit of weight. But given his height, it didn't look like much.
And he drinks a lot more than i remember.


Lord, tide me over.
With grace and love.