April 2010
Ta-da! I'm still here, still alive.
In fact, still blogging.
The only difference is.... i no longer blog here.
It's all due to work circumstances.
I don't want to blog at work... yet, ironically, work is technically the only time when i can blog.
But as i don't want to open my blog browser at work using my office PC (MNC - everything is or can be tapped/trapped!), i write stuff into my personal email account instead, but as saved drafts.
That explains my long absence.
Not surprised if no one is reading this anymore...
In fact, that gives me even more freedom to write as i please.
It has been a long while.
And feels just like it sounds - long.
Here's the state of affairs in my kingdom:
1. i'm planning a SOLO trip to melbourne next month.
No one knows this, but i've been thinking abt this trip for... about a year. or 2 years, i dunno, it's been so long. There are plenty reasons why i've always stopped myself from going. But this time, i'm determined to treat it like a long-overdue birthday gift for myself.
Obvious reasons are - i don't wanna leave marco behind. I don't wanna waste the money on a solo trip when i can go as a family to somewhere else. it just seemed too selfish. i was kinda scared to go by myself, or intimidated by the thought. i'm not v good at travelling solo, in fact, have not done it for leisure before, if you excuse my canberra sojourn for the internship. and the biggest reason is - i don't know if i should meet someone there. or what i will say when or if i do meet that person. but now, i don't really care. i'm almost 30. there isn't a lot of time to waste in thinking about stuff. i need to just freaking get it done. it will be a major task accomplished off my life's to-do list. i think i've wanted to go since 2006.
2. after saving for so long, i've suddenly unleashed my old spending habits - at full force. when it rains, it pours. ashamed of myself for caving in to extravagant meals, silly purchases, feel-good buys that deteriorates into guilt later..... you know, simply the old bankrupt me.
3. marco is now a full-fledged toddler. inquisitive, strong-willed, obstinate like a bull, super energetic 24/7 , observant and sensitive, chatty and every bit as lovable. i'm just amazed - he is 2.5 years old now. another couple months and he's gonna be 3! can u imagine? 3??? really? my boy is 3?????? that makes me.... 29! tragic!
4. work is back to my comfy old 7-3 shift. but not for long.... lots changes ahead. we'll see.
5. i am on a mission to lose weight. for my melbourne (Crazy) shopping spree!!!!!!!
In fact, still blogging.
The only difference is.... i no longer blog here.
It's all due to work circumstances.
I don't want to blog at work... yet, ironically, work is technically the only time when i can blog.
But as i don't want to open my blog browser at work using my office PC (MNC - everything is or can be tapped/trapped!), i write stuff into my personal email account instead, but as saved drafts.
That explains my long absence.
Not surprised if no one is reading this anymore...
In fact, that gives me even more freedom to write as i please.
It has been a long while.
And feels just like it sounds - long.
Here's the state of affairs in my kingdom:
1. i'm planning a SOLO trip to melbourne next month.
No one knows this, but i've been thinking abt this trip for... about a year. or 2 years, i dunno, it's been so long. There are plenty reasons why i've always stopped myself from going. But this time, i'm determined to treat it like a long-overdue birthday gift for myself.
Obvious reasons are - i don't wanna leave marco behind. I don't wanna waste the money on a solo trip when i can go as a family to somewhere else. it just seemed too selfish. i was kinda scared to go by myself, or intimidated by the thought. i'm not v good at travelling solo, in fact, have not done it for leisure before, if you excuse my canberra sojourn for the internship. and the biggest reason is - i don't know if i should meet someone there. or what i will say when or if i do meet that person. but now, i don't really care. i'm almost 30. there isn't a lot of time to waste in thinking about stuff. i need to just freaking get it done. it will be a major task accomplished off my life's to-do list. i think i've wanted to go since 2006.
2. after saving for so long, i've suddenly unleashed my old spending habits - at full force. when it rains, it pours. ashamed of myself for caving in to extravagant meals, silly purchases, feel-good buys that deteriorates into guilt later..... you know, simply the old bankrupt me.
3. marco is now a full-fledged toddler. inquisitive, strong-willed, obstinate like a bull, super energetic 24/7 , observant and sensitive, chatty and every bit as lovable. i'm just amazed - he is 2.5 years old now. another couple months and he's gonna be 3! can u imagine? 3??? really? my boy is 3?????? that makes me.... 29! tragic!
4. work is back to my comfy old 7-3 shift. but not for long.... lots changes ahead. we'll see.
5. i am on a mission to lose weight. for my melbourne (Crazy) shopping spree!!!!!!!
6. eyeing a Mulberry Bayswater.... and keeping a keen eye on the weakening pound!
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