Middle Ground

I've officially been poached.
And officially chewing over it.
Gosh, dilemmas really do love to mess my head.

The money's really good, but I'm afraid of losing the things money can't buy.
Freedom, time, flexibility, creative control, autonomy.

I'll be setting the editorial direction for a new mag, but with just 4 issues under my belt, am I ready for it? I don't take failure well, unfortunately.

I yearn for a strong creative unit and team support, but am actually very independent at work.
Will there be mutual consent or mad clashes?

With a fresh marriage and new house, should I introduce yet more changes to my already change-infested lifestyle?
'Tis the year of major adaptations as it is.

Oh gosh...i can go on for days.
When in doubt, pray.
I guess it will still come down to where it always does: -
I will be where God wants me to be.