Stress Points

Things I am VERY stressed about:

1. My wedding gown and fitting into it.
I don't wear made-to-measure... i want sample sizes off the rack, which is the most hassle-free way to survive the gown drama. But.... alas! Sample size most often = model sizes. Which means i have a lot of weight to lose before i can confidently step into the studio and comfortably slip into everything. Normally I wouldn't think this is a huge problem, cos i can easily shed pounds once i run. But with my leg like this, i can hardly walk. Losing weight never looked so difficult.

2. Completing my August/September issue.
I am major procrastinating everything! Slacking big time at work cos really.... I am in semi-depressed mode recently. Dunno what's the deal with myself... I am happy in my new job. Really. I enjoy the freedom, creative control and most of all, blissful nice perfect office hours. The independence is something I really appreciate, especially after coming out of Reuters where I had an editor breathing down every comma. I guess... what is it called again? Quarter-life crisis? I jus turned 25, indulge me.

3. My stitched knee.
It is still bad. Yes, I can stagger around better than before. But nowhere near full walking and running ability. Gosh, I really dunno how long this will take. It is depressing. Very. I am like the most restless person I know. Not being able to exercise and move ALOT is... just cruel. Unstitching happens tis Saturday. Not that it is much reason to jump for joy. I just really really wanna RUN. Lord, heal my poor knee with thy grace and love.


Meanwhile some eye candy for ya.
Ashley Simpson looking very grown up and subtly sexy in a gorgeous black dress.
At least one person in the family gets it half-right.