5 Happy Things

I was just abt to throw in the towel.
Things were going haywire.
I dunno how much the night shifts has taken its toll,
But it has got to play a part.

I was getting emotionally, mentally and physically wrecked.
Headaches, gastrics, the constant reversal of everyth that amounts to a "normal"life.
Missing family frens and everyth in between.
Cos frankly, when you START work at 8pm or 11pm, you arén't exactly Miss Popular.
Terence though, has been a lifesaver.
The only thin thread keeping my sanity intact.
Each night when i finish at 4am, he'll be there waiting.
Waking up in the middle of his precious short sleep to fetch me back.
I am touched.

And the one night that he didn't say he'll come fetch me,
I drove home myself, lonely and sian and wishing someone's awake to talk to me.
Cos i've just gotten off work, and just like pp who knock off at 6pm, i still yearn to relax and chat.
And then i parked a long way off from my gate
just so i can walk a lil and enjoy the cool pre-dawn air.
Only to find him sitting outside my house.
I was so happy.
If he hadn't done all of that, we would hardly have seen each other for more than a month.
I've been on the sickening night shift for 6 weeks....including weekends.
I dun wanna whine, but it is dreadful.

The good news is, I'm off the night shift for June.
Dunno if the sequel will return in July...but i'm safe for tis month.
Phew. Praise the Lord.
My semblance of a life will return.

The second happiest thing: My cold war with zenny has ended.
We met at holland v last week, and things are cool.
Back to normal.
For some strange reason.... mainly due to her over-thinking and stuck in a big rut,
We have not seen/spoken/had any contact for half a year.
Just totally out of each other's life.
Ard my birthday, she text me and sent me a gift by mail.
And we met up the following week...and she announced she is out of depression/manic thinking/all that is not good/sorted out her life.
I am so glad, overjoyed totally, to have my best fren back.


Third happiest thing: The Great Singapore Sale is here.
Its just excellent shopping when everything is at least 20% off.
And these are the shops considered to be "not really having a sale".
I don't bother with those where there are massive discounts,
cos it kinda resembles a trash bin with maggots (singaporeans, that is).


Fourth happiest thing: Going to Bangkok on Tuesday!!!
It's been about 4 yrs since my last trip.
Can hardly wait.

5th Happiest thing: I'm in love.
About 3 months into the game, I don't feel "odd" or "weird" anymore.
Its all good and lovely and warm and sickeningly sweet.
Very nice. Its been worth the wait.


So, tis really quite a happy lovely weekend ain't it?
Praise God, the creator of all of my bliss and love and joys and lessons.