Had a good time with debra and ellen yesterday.
And ended up with a 1am showing of Constantine.

Yea, I know Keanu Reeves was stiff as wood,
but the movie was intriguing.
At the very least, it was from the devil's perspective.
So many of us worship God, believe and have faith in him...
And know so little abt the other side of the coin,
Abt how the devil operates. About hell. About things not pleasant and contrary to God.
Constantine brought that out,
And reinforced the very realities of hell that we think we are immune from.
Anyway, yea, it's a fictional movie, so lets leave it at tat.

My grandma is not doing well.
I have this great impulse to do ALL i can to save her and relieve her pain.
What can I do? Pray? Keep vigil at the hospital?
It makes me wanna weep jus to know all the pain shooting thru her fragile skin and bones.
How is that legitimate and right? How can it be?
I found myself quietly thinking....
Grandma, pls don't die. I am not prepared for it.
Please live. Please fight the pain and breathe on.
How can things end up like tat????!!!!!!!!!

How can i start work tomorrow in the right frame of mind?
Lord, if you will, heal her.