alive

See that pink gorgeous thing at left?
That is the phone i want!!!
Ah.... I am going to get i!


I feel v proud of myself.
For waking up at 6.30am for a run.
A really good run. Ok, i am not as good as before...
but i still managed about 20mins and then some slopes.
Lovely.
For some reason, huffing and sweating and running really makes me happy and calm and peaceful all.
And all for free!
All i need is the discipline and the will to go for it.

Met mich, walt and joe yesterday for a good dinner at Phin's Steakhouse.
Nice time, as always.
Shit, shouldn't have gone shopping bef with mich.
I saw this cannot-be-more-gorgeous dust pink top that i am so going to get.
And then others.
Oh no.
$300 down the long kang again.
Its just Xmas shopping.
On the flip side, I can tell myself i deserve it.
Cos i haven't quit yet.... I am holding on for all that cash to go shopping!

:)
Life is beautiful.
After a good sweat and a hard run at dawn.
Praise the Lord.

keepin track

Pesky Episodes thus far:

1. I am so brave. I had the cheek to skip my company's D&D.
All jus cos the people piss me off all the time and i don't see how one night in the splendid Shangri-La will change that. There must be better things to do on a Fri nite than seeing people u detest, knowing full well u won't run out of chances to see them. Like the very next morning for instance.

2. I am getting married. All set and done. But not signed. Yea, my last 3 mths of singlehood.
Must cherish to the max.

3. I got a 10 percent salary "adjustment" last week. Probably cos my pay, in comparison to others, is just too stinky pathetic.

4. I found my wedding gown. Really, i am baffled by the whole drama and hype about that stupid gown. Yea, one is supposed to look the nearest resemblance to ur best self on ur wedding day...but how will a white fluffy elaborate gown really do that? And i have to pay thousands for it? I mean, if'I've been average all my life, then i'll probably just be a bit above average at best on my wedding day. I won't transform into Cinderally by virtue of a $5000 white blown dress.

I hate all that pressure. It's not about myself, but friends, family and others expecting u to look sooo good and beautiful once u wear that dress. Like, wake up! I rather spend that $$ on my honeymoon or someth. Given my usual self, i am actually quite surprised how blase i am to this whole white gown affair. But oh well, it is somewhat predictable..the more hyped smthg is, the more turned off the whole idea i am.

5. My brother is home from Melbourne, and as usual, adds a lot of noise and joy and laughter to the whole family.

6. Xmas is almost here. What will Santa bring me this year?