Can't believe i'm having such a great time at home.
Doing nothing in particular.
Painting my nails, disturbing my bro, or rather, kena disturbed by him.
Chatting with people online, having the luxury of time to send emails and visit my forsaken blog.
Reading my favourite mag, arranging my expanding wardrobe, cleaning out my closet.
Taking a nice bath and using my scrub before it gets mouldy sitting pretty there.
Bliss is being home.


Why do i feel so rushed for time, all the time?
Rushing to fit the maximum no of tasks, things and people into my small life.
But it is a blessing in many disguises.

I am so blessed and fortunate to have so many people in my life that I love to spend time with, love to see, love to talk to and hang out with and people who love me for what I am.

Been stuck on the night shifts at work this month. And prob June too.
Sigh. That's the only glitch. But oh well, work is such.
And i love my job.
For a long time, i thought i'll never find a job i love.
That it's true tat work is meaningless, uninspiring and just a means of livelihood.
I'm glad I'm proven wrong.

I treasure all the moments with frens a lot more now.
Every chance to meet up, i try as hell to make it.
It's a juggling act balancing frens, family, terence, work and time for myself.
Always feel one or another is edged out. '
One thing i really haven't given time for is sports.
I wish I can be fitter and more alive, dynamic.
I need to do my yoga, and run and swim and tan!
That will be the goal for June.
Gonna spend that $45 a month to join the club at Science Park.
Just looking at the lovely gym and pool... Delight!!!

But on today, the 28 of May, i feel very good.
Have felt so since 2005 arrived. What a lovely time.
Praise God.

"So Beautiful"-Pete Murray

Found myself just the other day
In the backyard of a friend's place
Thinkin about you
Thinkin' of the crowd you're in
What you up too where you been? Just thinkin'...
And all the clothes that you wear
And the colour in your hair
Shouldn't change you
Now you tell me why it's so
You're bigger than mighty Joe,
At least you think so

God, my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down
Plant your feet back on the ground

Throw my smoke down on the ground
Turn my head and I heard the sound
That reminded me, Of the days so young and sweet
Always so much fun to meet
At least I thought so

Now you think you're so damn fine
You can rule the world, no not mine, I don't think so

God, my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know
If I can call you and tell you I care

Now the scene that you're in
And the people that you been with, just get to me
But you think I'm not as cool
As you are so beautiful
who you fooling?

Well I'm here to tell you babe
The game you're in is just a game, so damn pretentious

God, my fingers burn
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don't know
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down
Plant your feet back on the ground
You think you're so beautiful
So beautiful.

It's the 1st of May.
Maybe it has something to do with my name,
but tis has always been one of my fav days of the year.
It''s the first day, and it's the month of May... lovely.

Unf0rtunately, my mood doesn't match up to it.
I don't know wat's wrong with me.
Give me something nice,
Then watch me screw things up.
Over and over again.

What is wrong with me?